Just Simply Because

I don’t want to see you
I don’t want to meet you

Just simply because
I am scared
I am terrified
I am frightened
I am afraid

I will want to see you constant
I will want to meet you frequent

Just simply because
I might fall in love with you
I might tumble head over heels for you

Just simply because
You are creator’s adoration
You are love’s exaltation
You are heart’s rapture
You are mind’s ecstasy

You are seventh heaven’s heaven
You are cloud nine’s cloud
You are love’s biggest love
You are the pinnacle of completeness
You zeniths of a man’s life

Just simply because of that
I don’t want to see you
I don’t want to meet you

Just simply because
I can’t bear of not be able to love you
I can’t endure of not being loved by you.

I WOULD BE LOST

I Would Be Lost

I would be lost
If you take me away from your heart
I would be aimless
If you take me away from your thoughts
I would be lifeless
If you take me away from your life

I would be lost for sure.
I would not have
a direction
a destiny
a path
a bearing
to cruise me towards happiness

I would be lost
If you loose me from your heart

You Are Bad

You are bad
You are really bad

You influenced my heart
You corrupted my mind
You falsified my vision
You tricked my soul

To change me
To make me
To convert me
To switch me

As
An addict
An aficionado
An extremist
A militant

Of your affection
Of your care
Of your tenderness

You are bad
You are really bad

You drugged me with your love
You blinded me with you everywhere
You coagulated my heart with your memories
You regimented my life to only think of you

You are bad
You are really bad
But I like it

Discreet : You And Me

I wish I could say I love you
From the depth of my heart
Unfortunately I do not know
If it is appropriate

I wish I could steal your heart
And keep in my heart forever
But, I am not sure if your heart
Is still there for me to filch

I wish I could at least secretly
Hold you in discreet
Make love in intimacy
Dance in ecstasy
Or least to feel your romance
In my dreams

I know barriers that stand between us
I understand the distance that separates
But all it need is,
Hints of agreeable
Signs of consent

I will send
The discreet proposal
To make memories in clandestine.

Baby just love me

I want to touch you
I want to hold you
I want to embrace you
I want to squeeze you
And blanket you with my love

I want to take you to the skies above
I want to ferry you across the blues sea
I want to journey you to a magical land
I want to build a heaven
And make you understand my love

I want to just love you
I want to just feel your love
I want to simply live your love
I want to make your love my life
And let you believe in my love

Baby just love me
For the love that I love you.

Price for Loving You

I loved you,
Loved you more then I could imagine
I loved you,
Loved you more then I loved me.
I loved you with all my heart could
I loved you to the fullest of my heart
But hurt is what you gave me in return

I know I could love you more
I know I should give you more love
But then,
Betrayal is what you punish me with
Infidelity is what you gave me in return

I know I could love you more
I know I should love you more
But then,
You castigated me with unfaithfulness
You let me suffer with your perfidy.

I loved you
You broke me to my knees
I loved you
You cracked holes of devastation in me
I loved you
You performed loved with betrayal in return

I loved you and you allow tears in returns as gift
I loved you and you let my hearts weep in sorrow.

Love Me

My thoughts are full of you
Each frame of my mind
Thinks of you and only you
Nothing else, just you

Each breath that I take, I take for you.
Each step I lunge, I do for you
Each hope that I have, is only upon you
Each wish that I desire, is only you that completes it

You,
Only you.

I know , I really love you
I know , I really worship you
I know , you complete me

I know:
You will make my love , a meaningful journey
You will make my heart, a joyful place to feel you

I know I love you
I know I will be able to win your heart
I know I love you
I know you will love me back

Love me back
Please love me back
Please give me your love
Please let me embrace it
In my yearning heart.

A Bit of You of For Me

I woke up this morning
I realized I was lost
Completely unable to track myself
Completely lost
My mind
Travels without direction
My heart
Feels endlessly empty
My memories
Erasing its reminiscence
I have completely lost;
the charm,
the enchantment,
the allure,
To live,
To exist.
Breathing in devastation,
Thoughts in jettison
Entire frame of vision
Blank and completely blank
Please fill me up
Make a meaning
Give life to my life
An ignition to my heart.
Just a simple fraction of your affection
Just a small bit of your love
Just a tiny piece of your tenderness
To blossom a garden of hope
In my desert like heart.

I Wish I Could Lie

Girl.
Please do not like me
Please never show any affection to me
Please prevent your feelings for me
Please stop to care for me
Please do not fall in love with me

Please,
Stay away from me
Don’t let me share your heart
Never spare any bit of your life for me

Please,
Hinder me from be enthralled by your smile
Stop me from be spellbound by your softness
Impede me from be charm by your touch

Please,
Stay away from me
Don’t let me dwell in your heart
Never let my heart have the joy of having you

Yes,
I wish it was true

Yes,
I wish it is what I want

But,
I can’t simply lie
I can’t simply deny
I can’t simply refute

The more I distance you from me
The shorter the distance seems to be
The further I want to run away from you
The nearer you seem to be in my heart

I just wish I could lie
But I can’t
I simply can’t
As I know

I love you
More than anything in life.

Out Of Sudden

Out Of sudden,
I felt empty in me,
I knocked my heart,
There was no answer,
I try to touch my heart.
I realized it was not there anymore.

I was really lost,
Lost and bewildered,
I was scared,
Felt aimless and misfortune,
This feeling was killing me.

I felt my life lurking the end,
Whole self was loosing the grip,
Life was diluting away.
I was lost, I was scared.

Tears was trying to moisture my eyes
Sadness was attempting to feast deep in me
Unable to prevail, turning turbulence

Lost and scared
Dominating me

Words seems to be wordless

I was lost, I was scared
Searching for remedy

Out of sudden,
I felt some serenity,
I felt some tranquility,

I could sense my heart calling,
I could feel its proximity in distance
I could sense the ambiance
I could feel its imminence

I rummaged around
Searching endlessly
Seeking continuously, then,
In a hazy corner of my vision
I sensed you, waiting


Waiting for me with
Eyes glowing like white pearls
Smiles jingling like bells
Sweet voice singing like hummingbirds
Ambience scenting like roses
My heart cushioned with yours.

I am not lost anymore
I am not scared anymore
I am not and will not
As I know
My heart is where it belongs
My heart is where it supposed to be

Is It You?

Who pinched my heart?
Triggering the spark of love
Igniting flash of affection
Deep in me.

Till
I forgot how sleep at night
I fail to remember how to eat
I stop thinking of everything
I could not recall anything
Except for only one thing
One thing that feels nice
One thing that is amusing

But I simple don’t know
The reason behind it
The source of this marvel

Is it a miracle for the loneliness?
Or a sensation stimulating the delight
That my heart had lost
That my heart searches

I thought
My heart was like a dry desert
Losing every drops of moisture
Stark arid and waterless

But then
I never knew it would be wet again
Soaked in moist of love
Squelchy and drenched with love
Drizzled with hurricane of love

From a source unknown to me
Where and who?
A question posed in my mind

YOU?

Love : Don't Wither

Walking alone in the hazy early sun rise,
Blanketed by gentle droplets of mist
Cold breeze caringly brushing my face,
Tears of confusion rolled on my soft cheek

I looked everywhere
I simply unable to find the love
That life promised me
When I was born

I searched everywhere
I simply unable to grasp the love
That my existence assured me
When I took my first breath

Sadly,
Love was losing its way to the heart
Love was forlorn from its destiny
Love is not white anymore,
Love is changing to black.

Dejectedly,
Love owe itself to hatred
Love obliged itself to jealousy
Love slaved itself to antagonism

Enough,
It is enough
I am not going to let this continue,
I am not to let the love in me
Look for differences in similarities,
But search for similarities in differences.

Enough,
I am going to let love be nurtured
I am going to allow love to flow freely
Make the world be filled with care
Let the life around me embraced by love

So that;
When I leave
When I am taken away
When I need to go away
Love that I showered will stay behind
Love that I shared will flourish further
Love that I have with me will garnish my memories

I Wish To You GOD

God;
I wish only one thing,
Only one more day,
Before the day you take me away,
Just, to bid farewell to my loved ones.

God;
I wish only one thing,
Only extra bit of strength in my heart,
Before the day you take me away,
Just, not to cry in front of my loved ones

God;
I wish only one thing,
Only an added vigor,
Before the day you take me away,
Just, carve sweet memories for my loved ones

God;
I wish only one thing
Only some mercy
Before the day you take me away
Just give me a few thousand extra days for me to live

Just for me to
See my sweet children grow up
Watch my charming kids be adults

God;
Just a life for me to extend
A Few hundred weeks

For me to
Walk with them;
Stroll beside them;
Be with then
And wipe the tears they shed
When they are in sorrow


For me to
Hold their hands
Cling their arms
Embrace them
Until they can walk their life
Without me anymore.

God
Just a few tens of years
Before you take me

Just for me to know it is fine to go
Just for me to accept it is time to go
Just for me to be aware it is time to go
That is all
I want from you
GOD.

I Don’t Want To Lie

It would be a lie;
If I say, I don’t care about you.
If I say, I don’t have any feelings for you.
If I say, I don’t dream of you every night.
If I say ,I don’t think of you every moment.

It would be deceiving,
If I says, I don’t hope I could hold your hands.
If I say I, don’t yearn to hug you from behind.
If I say, I don’t crave to kiss your lips.
If I say, I don’t hunger to embrace your soft voice.

I don’t want to lie,
I don’t want to deceive;
Myself

I don’t want to,
Never would I want to,

As I really love you
It is true

Peek,Sneak and Tiptoe Into My Heart

Peek into my heart,
You’ll see a garden of tornless roses,
Petal decorated with your name.

Sneak into my heart,
You’ll see musical notes roaming,
Singing your song in me.

Tiptoe into my heart,
You’ll see you everywhere,
In every corner you turn.

When you peek,
When you sneak,
When you tiptoe;
Into my heart,
Don’t forget to
To take it along with you.

When you peek,
When you sneak,
When you tiptoe;
Into my heart,
Put my heart along yours
As it belongs there,
With you.

I Like This Pain

I like this pain,
Of letting you go;
and take my love with you.

I like this pain,
Of seeing you walking away;
and taking my heart with you.

I like this pain,
Of watching you go;
and taking my smile with you.

I like this pain,
Of staring you go;
and taking our memories with you

I like this pain,
I really like this pain,
Even when it is full;
Of despair,
Of devastation,
Of sorrow,
Of desolation.

I really do like this pain,
Of knowing
I will always keep on loving you
Even though you are not with me.

I extremely like this pain,
Of realizing,
Happiness is cherishing upon you,
Smile is elating on you,

I like this pain,
As I endure it alone,
For me to always see you happy,
As, it is what my love means
As, it is how much I love you
This is why ,
I love this pain.

The First Time I Saw You

The first time I saw you
My hands wanted dearly
To touch you
To hold you

The first time I saw you
My heart wanted extremely
To strip you naked
To disrobe you nude

The first time I saw you
My mind yearns unlimitedly
To stroke every inch of you body
To finger your bulging numeric

The first time I saw you
My soul wanted exceptionally
To pocket you in my pants
To let you vibrate abundantly

The first time I saw you
My heart had decided
I should have you
In my hand
On my bed
On my table
In my house

The first time I saw you
My mind had determined
I should have you

It is not lust
It is not crave
Just love at first side

The first time I saw you
I decided I will have you
Yes, you
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I Wish I Could

I wish I could,
Put my lips on yours,
For you to understand,
How much I love you.

I wish I could,
Weave my fingers with yours,
For you to feel,
How much I care about you.

I wish I could,
Synchronize my steps with yours,
For you to know,
How much distance I am from you.

I wish I could,
Visit you in your dreams daily
For you to be aware,
How much you fill my life.

I wish I could,
Be in every droplets of your breath,
Be in each drip of your joy,
Be in all your happiness.

Simply;
I wish I could,
Just love you

I wish I could,
Let my love pamper you,
Against any odds.

I wish I could.

Girl : I Can't

Girl;
I can’t simply take you off,
My mind
My dreams
My fantasy
It is a craze in my heart,
Unexplainable,
Torturing at times,
Confusing frequently,
But,
Just too sweet to lose,
Just too engaging to liberate,
Just too valuable to misplace.

Girl;
I can’t simply stop thinking of you.

Wherever I turn,
Your reflection shadows me,
Wherever I move,
Your image follows in me,

Girl;
I can’t put you out of my mind,

As is it not mine now,
As it will never be mine then,
As it will be with you forever.

Love to Knock My Door

I am waiting for;
Love to knock my door.

I am waiting for;
Love to tap my heart.

Just to feel when;
Walking under the rain,
Yet cold but warmed by,
Your loving touch.

Just to feel when;
Standing under the sun,
Yet hot but chilled by,
Your unfeigned presence.

I am waiting for;
Love to lean on my shoulder.

I am waiting for;
Love to clasp my memories.

Just to feel when,
Thunder striking hard,
Yet scared but comforted by,
Your image in my mind.

Just to feel when,
Nights losses the stars,
Yet dark but dazzling by,
Your bright glittering eyes.

I am waiting for;
Love to knock my door.

Just to feel being in love,
Just to feel being loved,
Just to feel being loving with love.

I am waiting for;
Love to knock my heart.

Just to open my heart,
Just to flourish my feelings,
Just with,
love fully from my heart.

I am waiting for;
Love to knock my mind.
Reminding me to,
Love the one that,
Knocked my door.

MEMORY

Under the Shade of Seoul Garden;
A page of Memory,
Unfolded a book of memories,
Strolling back features of days.
That was filled with joy,
That was filled with laughter,
That was filled with love.

That I shared,
That I shared upon,
With company of beautiful hearts,
That was always there creating new days,
That was always there creating new wave,
That was always there creating new hope,
That was always there giving joy to me heart.


Under the shelter of Seoul Garden;
Eclipsed the sadness in heart,
Concealed the poignant of the heart.
Evolving a new page,
A page in the old book of memory,
Under a new shade of memory,
That gesticulated sweet moments,
Within the window of my heart,
Within the pane of my mind.

Like being injected with endorphin,
Like being soared onto the sky,

Of ecstasy,
Of bliss,
Of trance,
Of delight.

That will always be carved,
That will always be sculptured,
On the hard surface of my heart
Just to ascertain
It stays, till to dust it assimilates.

Lost And Found

My eyes forgot how to flick,
My mind forgot how to remember,
My lips forgot how to speak,
My heart forgot how to feel sad,
My soul forgot that it is mine.

I am lost, all lost,
In a world called love,
Dominated by you.

I am lost, all lost,
In a garden of love
Plotted by you.

I am lost, all lost,
In the picture of love,
Painted by you.

I am all lost,
Completely lost;
Lost but found a life
Life with a meaning,
Life with a value,
Life with affection,
From you.

I was lost but found a life,
A life that I wish a lifetime,
A life that I wish forever,
A life that I wish perpetual.

I was lost but found you,
You, only you,
You and you;
Is what I found in return.

It Is All Right

It was like a dream
It was like a fantasy
It was like an imagination
It was you.

That took my breath away,
That lead my heart to sway,
That piloted my soul to fly
It was you.

That convinced me,
That influenced me,
That persuaded me ,
That induced me .

To understand,
To realize,
To apprehend.

That it was all right
To say I love you
To say I need you
To say I want you

That it is all right
To fall in love with you
To let me share your love
To permit love from you

It is all right
To have my heart
Filled by you and your love.

A Simply Simple Love

I never expect you to be an angel,
I never insist you to look beautiful,
I never demand you to shower luxury,
I never ask you to be extraordinary.

I only want a simple love,
From you ,
To bloom in my heart.

I only require a simple affection,
From you,
To cuddle my mind

Just simply :
I only want a simplest simple care,
I only require a warmest warm tender,
I only wish a friendliest friendly touch,
I only yearn a cuddliest cuddly hug.


Just simply:
Transform my heart from a desert,
Convert my love from desolation,
Save my mind from sorrow,
Preserve my identity from destruction.

With you:
As how you are,
As how you look,
As how you care,

With you:
As soft as you are,
As tender as you are,
As affectionate as you are.

Just a simple love
For a simple heart
Of a simple soul
That simply awaits.

Devastation In Me

Drops of cold sweat,
Rushing down my soft cheek,
Landing on my shivering lips,
Startling me awake.

Heavy profuse beat of the heart,
Pounding each vine of my vein,
Twitching every inch of my dermis.

Staggering each step I take.
Every tick of the time,
Seems decade in stretch,
Sluggishly dampens the motion,
Zeal of life in lethargic.

It is an epidemic of the heart,
It is a plague in the soul,
It is a pestilence of the mind,
It is a melancholic infection.

Scourging,
Deteriorating,
Rusting,
Corroding

My existence,
My presence,
My being.

Merely, because you were not here with me
Just because you were not here anymore
Austerely as I am all alone
When I thought you will be with me forever.

My Heart

My heart;
You shattered to wreck.

My new heart;
I give you to wreck.

You smiled,
You stood there,
You raised your arm,
You mend the pain.

My heart now:
Garlanded by colours,
Painted with joy,
Decorated with hopes,
Ornamented by aspirations.

My heart now:
Guarded by thousand of butterflies
Protected by hundreds of bees,
Defended by tens of humming birds,
Bolstered by unlimited cupids.

I walked on cloud nine
I am still walking there
I will walk there
As long as

You smile
You stand
You hug
You care

For my heart

A Valentines Gift

God
I wish only one gift,
A gift to clone my heart,
Clone my heart to thousands,
Just clone a thousand,
Just a thousand hearts,

For me to give each and every person

That I love,
That I care,
That I cherish,
That I admire,
That I like,

For them to know;

That I love them
That I care for them
That I cherish them
That I admire them
That I like them

For them to know;

On this day,
On this valentines spirit,

Love is what I wish to give
Love is what I desire to share;
Love that I give’
With my heart as a gift.

After Looking At You

I looked at the stars sparkling beautifully,
I looked at the stunningly blooming roses,
I looked at the strikingly scenic sunset,
I looked at the exquisite wavy waves on sea,
I looked at the magnificent glowing moon,

I thought it was just dazzling,
I thought it was astounding,
I thought it was inspiring,
I thought it was rousing,
I thought it was mesmerizing,

But now ;

I am baffled,
I am mixed up,
I am doubtful,
I am dubious,
I am skeptical,

After looking at you.

Feel My Love

When;
I say I think of you,
You grasp it out of ordinary.

Just feel my love;
Whether it is vague or clear.

Just stroke your heart with my love;
Whether it is real or fake.

Just encounter my love;
Whether it is sweet or bitter.

Just feel my love,
Just touch my love,
Just hug my love,
Just hold my love.

As it is soft and tender,
As it is pure and sincere,
As it is filled with care
For you…

A sister if you are one,
A brother if you are one,
A friend if you are one,
A lover if you are one,
A companion if you are one

Just feel my love.

BREEZE : MY IDOL

A sudden peel on my skin,
A rapid cracking on my body.
Rupturing my being,
Making my soul to seek freedom ,
Out from me.

To hold,
To take wing,
To flutter,
By your side.

A sudden yearn in me,
A rapid crave in my heart,
Bursting my spirit,
Composing my psyche,
Quest for you.

To be mesmerized,
To be blended,
To be assimilated,
With you.

Be free out there,
Be full of liberty,
Be emancipated,
Be autonomous.

Feel the real freedom,
Feel the importance,
Feel the love,
Feel the beauty,
Feel the serenity.

To flow immortally,
To gaze borderlessly,
To surge limitlessly,
On countless frontier.

Just to be like you;
Free and to understanding,
What is to be free,
How to be free,
The meaning of freedom.

Waiting For You To Give.

My palms was scented,
My body fell fragranced,
My words flowed aromatically,
My energy was boosted.

My ears telling my heart,
My nerves electrifying my brain,
My senses fluctuating by body


I could feel the frenziness,
I could experience a blissful trance,
Deep in me.

I could sense unexplainable sensation,
I could intuit non-elucidating ambiance,
Hidden in me.

When the frame of my mind,
Visited by you
Touched by you,
Beamed by you

Girl,
Is it true
Is it real
Is it love.

You tell me,
Please tell me.

I am ready to receive,
I am waiting for you to give.

You: The Marvel of My Life

Even when I walk under the hot burning sun,
I could feel a remarkable wintry frosty feeling.
Even when I shade beneath the glazing blistering noon,
I could feel an incredible quench of thirst.
Even when I am all alone in the dark night
I could feel an ambience of being guarded.
Even when I stroll around under the moonless twilight,
I could feel an intimacy of wellbeing.

I marvel by surprise
I be in awe,
I conjecture,
I speculate,
I guess,
I surmise
I postulate;

I botched, unsuccessful to comprehend
I fell in futile, not able to understand
I failed to join the causes, to realize the phenomenon;
I felt into a gloom of perplexity……

Then,
You came into my mind,
It was then everything simply unfolded.
It was then I realized the marvel that occurred in me.

You were the ultimate reason.
You were the magic, transforming
Bad to good
Negative to positive
Terrible to pleasant
Evil to holy

You are the gift that revolutionized;
My life
My days,
My existence

You are my lover, my friend and my everything.

Friend and Lover

Even when I close my eyes,
I could see you.
Even when I seal my ears,
I could hear you whispering.
Even when I cover my lips,
I could feel your soft kiss.
Darling,
You are a magic,
transcending my imagination.
You are an enchantment,
surpassing unimaginable echelon of delight.

Darling,
My heart glides on clouds of ecstasy
My mind slithers on paradise of love

Darling,
You are simple a gift
You are simply a wish
You are simply a dowry
In the form of a friend and lover.