I Wish I Could Lie

Girl.
Please do not like me
Please never show any affection to me
Please prevent your feelings for me
Please stop to care for me
Please do not fall in love with me

Please,
Stay away from me
Don’t let me share your heart
Never spare any bit of your life for me

Please,
Hinder me from be enthralled by your smile
Stop me from be spellbound by your softness
Impede me from be charm by your touch

Please,
Stay away from me
Don’t let me dwell in your heart
Never let my heart have the joy of having you

Yes,
I wish it was true

Yes,
I wish it is what I want

But,
I can’t simply lie
I can’t simply deny
I can’t simply refute

The more I distance you from me
The shorter the distance seems to be
The further I want to run away from you
The nearer you seem to be in my heart

I just wish I could lie
But I can’t
I simply can’t
As I know

I love you
More than anything in life.

Out Of Sudden

Out Of sudden,
I felt empty in me,
I knocked my heart,
There was no answer,
I try to touch my heart.
I realized it was not there anymore.

I was really lost,
Lost and bewildered,
I was scared,
Felt aimless and misfortune,
This feeling was killing me.

I felt my life lurking the end,
Whole self was loosing the grip,
Life was diluting away.
I was lost, I was scared.

Tears was trying to moisture my eyes
Sadness was attempting to feast deep in me
Unable to prevail, turning turbulence

Lost and scared
Dominating me

Words seems to be wordless

I was lost, I was scared
Searching for remedy

Out of sudden,
I felt some serenity,
I felt some tranquility,

I could sense my heart calling,
I could feel its proximity in distance
I could sense the ambiance
I could feel its imminence

I rummaged around
Searching endlessly
Seeking continuously, then,
In a hazy corner of my vision
I sensed you, waiting


Waiting for me with
Eyes glowing like white pearls
Smiles jingling like bells
Sweet voice singing like hummingbirds
Ambience scenting like roses
My heart cushioned with yours.

I am not lost anymore
I am not scared anymore
I am not and will not
As I know
My heart is where it belongs
My heart is where it supposed to be