Is It You?

Who pinched my heart?
Triggering the spark of love
Igniting flash of affection
Deep in me.

Till
I forgot how sleep at night
I fail to remember how to eat
I stop thinking of everything
I could not recall anything
Except for only one thing
One thing that feels nice
One thing that is amusing

But I simple don’t know
The reason behind it
The source of this marvel

Is it a miracle for the loneliness?
Or a sensation stimulating the delight
That my heart had lost
That my heart searches

I thought
My heart was like a dry desert
Losing every drops of moisture
Stark arid and waterless

But then
I never knew it would be wet again
Soaked in moist of love
Squelchy and drenched with love
Drizzled with hurricane of love

From a source unknown to me
Where and who?
A question posed in my mind

YOU?

Love : Don't Wither

Walking alone in the hazy early sun rise,
Blanketed by gentle droplets of mist
Cold breeze caringly brushing my face,
Tears of confusion rolled on my soft cheek

I looked everywhere
I simply unable to find the love
That life promised me
When I was born

I searched everywhere
I simply unable to grasp the love
That my existence assured me
When I took my first breath

Sadly,
Love was losing its way to the heart
Love was forlorn from its destiny
Love is not white anymore,
Love is changing to black.

Dejectedly,
Love owe itself to hatred
Love obliged itself to jealousy
Love slaved itself to antagonism

Enough,
It is enough
I am not going to let this continue,
I am not to let the love in me
Look for differences in similarities,
But search for similarities in differences.

Enough,
I am going to let love be nurtured
I am going to allow love to flow freely
Make the world be filled with care
Let the life around me embraced by love

So that;
When I leave
When I am taken away
When I need to go away
Love that I showered will stay behind
Love that I shared will flourish further
Love that I have with me will garnish my memories

I Wish To You GOD

God;
I wish only one thing,
Only one more day,
Before the day you take me away,
Just, to bid farewell to my loved ones.

God;
I wish only one thing,
Only extra bit of strength in my heart,
Before the day you take me away,
Just, not to cry in front of my loved ones

God;
I wish only one thing,
Only an added vigor,
Before the day you take me away,
Just, carve sweet memories for my loved ones

God;
I wish only one thing
Only some mercy
Before the day you take me away
Just give me a few thousand extra days for me to live

Just for me to
See my sweet children grow up
Watch my charming kids be adults

God;
Just a life for me to extend
A Few hundred weeks

For me to
Walk with them;
Stroll beside them;
Be with then
And wipe the tears they shed
When they are in sorrow


For me to
Hold their hands
Cling their arms
Embrace them
Until they can walk their life
Without me anymore.

God
Just a few tens of years
Before you take me

Just for me to know it is fine to go
Just for me to accept it is time to go
Just for me to be aware it is time to go
That is all
I want from you
GOD.

I Don’t Want To Lie

It would be a lie;
If I say, I don’t care about you.
If I say, I don’t have any feelings for you.
If I say, I don’t dream of you every night.
If I say ,I don’t think of you every moment.

It would be deceiving,
If I says, I don’t hope I could hold your hands.
If I say I, don’t yearn to hug you from behind.
If I say, I don’t crave to kiss your lips.
If I say, I don’t hunger to embrace your soft voice.

I don’t want to lie,
I don’t want to deceive;
Myself

I don’t want to,
Never would I want to,

As I really love you
It is true

Peek,Sneak and Tiptoe Into My Heart

Peek into my heart,
You’ll see a garden of tornless roses,
Petal decorated with your name.

Sneak into my heart,
You’ll see musical notes roaming,
Singing your song in me.

Tiptoe into my heart,
You’ll see you everywhere,
In every corner you turn.

When you peek,
When you sneak,
When you tiptoe;
Into my heart,
Don’t forget to
To take it along with you.

When you peek,
When you sneak,
When you tiptoe;
Into my heart,
Put my heart along yours
As it belongs there,
With you.

I Like This Pain

I like this pain,
Of letting you go;
and take my love with you.

I like this pain,
Of seeing you walking away;
and taking my heart with you.

I like this pain,
Of watching you go;
and taking my smile with you.

I like this pain,
Of staring you go;
and taking our memories with you

I like this pain,
I really like this pain,
Even when it is full;
Of despair,
Of devastation,
Of sorrow,
Of desolation.

I really do like this pain,
Of knowing
I will always keep on loving you
Even though you are not with me.

I extremely like this pain,
Of realizing,
Happiness is cherishing upon you,
Smile is elating on you,

I like this pain,
As I endure it alone,
For me to always see you happy,
As, it is what my love means
As, it is how much I love you
This is why ,
I love this pain.

The First Time I Saw You

The first time I saw you
My hands wanted dearly
To touch you
To hold you

The first time I saw you
My heart wanted extremely
To strip you naked
To disrobe you nude

The first time I saw you
My mind yearns unlimitedly
To stroke every inch of you body
To finger your bulging numeric

The first time I saw you
My soul wanted exceptionally
To pocket you in my pants
To let you vibrate abundantly

The first time I saw you
My heart had decided
I should have you
In my hand
On my bed
On my table
In my house

The first time I saw you
My mind had determined
I should have you

It is not lust
It is not crave
Just love at first side

The first time I saw you
I decided I will have you
Yes, you
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