Life is simply a funny cycle, just unable to grasp the actual truth about it. You think you almost had a grip about who you really are and what you really want, then comes a sudden emotional tsunami that succumbs you to an deserted island of confusion. You start to look telescopically into your life and realise, that in deep ,big vacuum still lies deep in the dungeon of your life . All that you want to taste and get the ultimate pleasure is still there, idle waiting to be shaken open . It tries to lurk out of the window of your mind and heart, but always stumbbles with blocks of jittery and unwillingness of the exterior self to expose the actual truth.
Funny!!!, why in the fisrt place your are given such a feeling and then force to subdue it to the lowest ebb of the heart.? It is funny , when this question arises, then it is simply justified with devils propagaton, satan's provocation, and evil desire. Well, what ever it is, why? why not....
Then, you start to explore all the potentials that is available. You want to fulfill the hidden agenda of the sub concious mind. In doing so, blocks and blocks of wall of obstacles stand by you, in fornt of you and faces you. Dredging you to a cubical space, dungeons you , sucking you away. Like feast to the eyes but not reacheacle to the eyes of reality.
Yearning, hoping and waiting becomes the reality. Am i going to complete my dramatic character in this world in pathetically devastating frustration.?
Waiting for answer.................
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