Waited Hopes

When you open your eyes after a good night sleep, hoping for a wonderful day... al that you see is four dull coloured concrete walls caging you. It feels like every inch of the the wall laughing at you coz you simply unable to over power it. It seems like there are millions of eyes breaking out from the concrete cement lurking at you.... smiling and partying on your self being succumbed to a paralysis of time that eventually gets you all chained to the cubical space called home.... slowly a dark force of feeling moving towards you , penetrating deep, slowly grasping and drgging you towards the gate of loneliness. Making you feel devastated and demorsed, like being sucked into quicksand and suffocating to erupt a sense of feelin that unable to be explain. Only you know..you hate this moment, you hate this life, you start to wonder what i the real menaing that you are perceiving in this life.