Turbulance of the Heart

Sitting under a shady tree and looking at the brightly lighted night sky... all i could see were the shining stars ... twinkling happily as though programmed systematically. One after one, like the running light during festivity. I started to feel a sudden peace in my heart looking at a creation by the creator that never visioned to us, only told of his existence.
It then striked me to ask myself a simple query. Why am i feeling sad? Why am i feeling the ache of devastation in my heart? I looked deep into the sky, my mind started to ponder .... why can't i be like the stars, existing with a purpose and carries on striking with light to the life form in the universe without any worries apart from being there and doing what it meant to do.
Isnt that is why i am here, the way i am , the way i think, the way i do things, the way i talk , the way communicate... there should be an ardent reason for it. Why should i feel sad when someone looks at me and turns themselves as though i had leprosy. I am here not to judge anyone , i am not here to evaluate anyone. So do anyone out there. Each of us are here with a purpose, a mission that we are to accomplish. I am here to fulfill my duties and link as part of a jigsaw puzzle that complete the world. A jigsaw puzzle that the Creator is playing and trying to complete.
So why should i look at the differences that possessed by others. I should not be doing that, since we are all so special in our way. I should look at the similarities and understand the actual reason of me being in existence and others that makes the world a better place.
I am not to be bothered with what others think ...
I am more worried of what i am going to think about myself when i do not capitalised the reason for being here.
I am going to shower my perimeter with smiles and makes the aura around me positive to others and me in a way.

So..my small HEART. Do not worry. Shelve away the turbulance. Carve a small portion of love and sprinkle it around you. Dont worry if other hearts around you misjudge you. As always remember, Who are they to judge you?. Do they really know you.?
You know yourself better. Go on. Do what you are here to do.