Granduer annoucement in tv about mother's day, started to trigger me shed drops of tears from my eyes without me noticing. Out of sudden , i could feel strong turbulance in my heart. As though some kind of hurricane had hit it. My body was trembling, and i could feel a sudden weakness in me that shook me to my knees. It was then i realised that i had all this while dungeoned deep in me the love for my mother.
At that moment, I started to wobble in my mind, my ego of being like a pomegranate denying that i do not miss my mother started to crumble like soft dried leaves. Suddenly like the dominos, one by one nostalgic memories of me with my mother started to reveal itself from the cellar of my prisoned mind. Vivid pictures of smiles, laughter , sadness, joy, sorrow erupted in from the window of my eyes like a movie. I was unable to control my tears, it started to rush from drops to continous flow like a stream.
It made me realise that all this while a had been hiding a lage vacuum in me that yearns for the love of a mother. A mother that i had but i lost when i started to have different faith. I lost her then ... and i still loose her now...
I pray that one day God will shed light of maturity to accept things in life as it is...the destiny of life is arranged by HIM. I hope she would accept it.
Bless you mom.
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teman..saya rasa kamu bisa mengarang sebuah mini novel..so mengapa tidak cuba tuk menulisnya...mana tau kamu bisa menulis dengan tajuk ini..Cinta tak terduga...hehehe..
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